Love is the Only Power

 

 

 

The beauty of pushes coming to shove, 

Lives life through lenses criss-crossed

Tenses dispense the scare and dangers,

Truly living with friendships and strangers
Reaching out past the vastness of thought,
Often set caught in summed balances lost

Who knows the answers for our dancers' along,

For life never remains the same, no matter the same song
Yet scripting the balance to each unique glove,

Exchanges bring changes kept ranging through LoVe...!

 

Alex Niederschnitzel

One Day...

Many Minds Make Messy Masterpieces

How do we break through the infinite number of other blogs and sites and information and links and searches and click? With so much of our communication now limited to a few views and comments here and there...what is left to do but stand up, walk away from the computer, and start a movement?

Welcome. If you have ever been through something hard, something that tested you as a human being, something that changed your life forever. We do not care what it is, or even care about the gory details, we want the truth and we want the message it brings to those sick and suffering and dying out there with no hope. Got it?

Good, because we need you.

Watch this video below, and just think of what you can do to make this world less crazy paranoid with fear, over protective of everything that should be shared, and let's love each other more. Just start small and see what you can do in the world.

We are all born the same way, we all laid in a crib, we all learned to crawl then walk.

But we are not equal...why?

Man made concepts designed to limit the consciousness (awareness) and control the people. Enter in prosperity during a depression.

It isn't hard to tell, but I want to let everyone of you know that no matter what you are going through? Someone out there has been through it before you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Hold on be strong and we will see you on the other side!

Into the Madness We Go

The Anonymous Ones

Addiction is Training in Love

26 October 2013 - Eckhart Tolle,  

- Practicing the Power of Now -  

Every addiction arises from an unconscious refusal to face and move through your own pain. Every addiction starts with pain and ends with pain. Whatever the substance you are addicted to - alcohol, food, legal or illegal drugs, or a person - you are using something or somebody to cover up your pain.

What is this pain that he speaks of? Is it the drugs that give your heart that searing burn of shame and guilt? Alcohol is a drug, is it the booze burning a hole in your soul? Why your blood is purple and blue because your ice cold! Ever use a person just to not feel alone? It is all around us, this energy, but we use it for things which only sow and reap negativity and ends up taking your life in the end...regardless of whether you change or not.

That is why, after the initial euphoria has passed, there is so much unhappiness, so much pain in intimate relationships. They do not cause pain and unhappiness. They bring out the pain and unhappiness that is already in you. Every addiction does that. Every addiction reaches a point where it does not work for you anymore, and then you feel the pain more intensely than ever.

This guy sounds like he knows what he is talking about. This subject which requires truth in order to be a solution to problems from living off balance. I believe Mr. Tolle is one of us, an anonymous saint! Lol just kidding?

This is one reason why most people are always trying to escape from the present moment and are seeking some kind of salvation in the future. The first thing that they might encounter if they focused their attention on the Now is their own pain, and this is what they fear. If they only knew how easy it is to access in the Now the power of presence that dissolves the past and its pain, the reality that dissolves the illusion. If they only knew how close they are to their own reality, how close to God.

So you are saying that by not avoiding pain with medications such as cyboxin and methadone, I can actually detox and be free from opiates? Well, golly Mr. Tolle that sounds pretty swell. But just how do I go about doing this? I feel like shit, my bones ache, and I haven't slept in 30 days, happy halloween honey.

Avoidance of relationships in an attempt to avoid pain is not the answer either. The pain is there anyway. Three failed relationships in as many years are more likely to force you into awakening than three years on a deserted island or shut away in your room. But if you could bring intense presence into your aloneness, that would work for you too.

And So It Goes...Addiction

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8:05pm

Hello Sean..my name is Tacey, I am Mindy’s Mom..she has shared some of your story and how you have empowered yourself to help yourself as well as help others .. inviting them a place to have a voice..to be heard. To turn such a painful struggle into a powerful encouraging story as you walk the path is incredible to me and I would also like to help promote the extremely important work you and those with you are doing. You have my utmost respect and I hope you stay true to your beliefs and remain strong along your walk. It would be an honor to help share your work. Thank you ...

9:10pm

THE ANONYMOUS ONES

Wow thank you for these unexpected and very kind words! Can I post some of this on the website? Check out my latest episode for the radio show. I heard Nicole had experience on radio and television, so I am psyched she is in to it and wants to create something...bigger! The pain and the sorrow here on Cape Cod needs a little love!

TAO Reaches Through the Prison Bars

andsoitgoesmag.podomatic.com

Recorded years ago, but the memory of it serves as a reminded to not repeat the past. We all have a story, this man in jail wrote his, what's your excuse? Get involved with something that can change not just your life, but someone else's as well. The whole idea is to teach you so you can teach other...

You may post whatever you want..I am honored. This is your time..your work ..your gift to so many in need of what you are giving..this is of utmost importance and your story and everyones story needs to be heard ..silience is the killer..in voice and numbers you shall conquer.

*Silence

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9:26pm

GOD IS LOVE

Could not have said it better myself!

GOD IS TRUTH

I would wish you all the luck but it isnt about luck..its about hard work , struggle and perseverance ...too many battles go unnoticed..untold stories ..through acknowledgement and validation as well as SUPPORT these sufferers may possibly find some relief..some respite. People need to be educated in what is going on and those that suffer need a place where they can go..a home of understanding. I shall continue to follow! I am PROUD of YOU and I am PROUD of my DAUGHTER!

9:40pm

GOD IS LIFE

she is an amazing soul, I am content with her helping others! Your such a mom lol. Going home tomorrow for the night. I am repairing the damage done and talking about it, I see the benefit talking about it and being open and honest...so healing. Lots of work to do, but I brought a trash bag and a broom, time to clean up the past!

I use to say I finally left all my baggage at the rotary when I moved here 12 years ago (now the rotary isnt there lol)..but the truth is..I REALLY didnt let go of it all that luggage until I FACED that I have some, honestly dealt with it..am dealing with it(and in turn I have seen before my eyes my daughters lEARN from me in that THEY also are starting to allow themselves the FREEDOM of being human,of making mistakes and accepting that none of us are perfect but all of us are beautiful souls)...everyone has a past and everyone has a future too..you have a bright one..an important one..one for your generation..Be proud of yourself for you have earned the respect!

9:51pm

LOVE AND SERVICE=Immunity from drugs and alcohol

This whole conversation is going to be published! Wow, I am totally in gratitude for meeting you. Nicole gave me a little background, but that was enough to fill in the blanks.

Humans share pain very well, and they share joy even better. I hope to look back on this whole thing and laugh and cry at the same time knowing it not only saved someone's life, but saved mine as well.

If you look up the history of Alcoholics Anonymous the same thing that happened back in the 30's is happening today, but it is for everyone! Why limit the most beautiful program of daily living to the drunks and junkies? What about people with mental illness, like my sister? What about the food addicts, sex addicts, homeless, and prisoners who can't make it to a meeting?

You give me encouragement to carry on, and keep calm sometimes!

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You sir are so very CORRECT! I feel everyday for those you speak of..the forgotten, the wanderers , the lost, the sufferers of a chaotic mind , a restless soul, those who go unnoticed, the taboos we do not dare utter word of lest we make someone feel uncomfortable..tragedy all tragedy..we need reminding that we are ALL humans..ALL souls here together. Practice kindness everyday..every single day of your life ...be gentle and kind and caring .. be good to your fellow man..for they ARE your brothers and sisters, your mothers and fathers, your children. We can give the most wonderful gift that can ever be given..the gift of joy..when we share we receive too..it is such a powerful message a powerful powerful gift and it grows us each time we give it away..

 

From the Heart: Out of Hell and Into Heaven

God’s Fingerprint

Posted on December 20, 2012

I just wrote a beautiful blog and it got deleted somehow in the publishing process. IT was a good one, but this one made me cry…

It talked about everyone being God’s fingerprint, a unique design of many different lines that make up a whole organism…one that is capable of so much hate, evil, and violence as well as capable of incredible love, awesome kindness, and perfect companionship together walking this road of life…hand in hand.

We are God’s hands, and the marks we leave have fingerprints on them. What is your fingerprint? Is it one found on a crime scene or is it one left on the hand of someone in need who now is not in need, is it on a building you helped create, is it on a friend or a loved one showing them how much you care…

I posted a couple of pictures too. One is a hand holding a thirty day key tag given for lengths of clean time. The other is my family. Both are connected.

I talked about meditation, and how it can open up an avenue that is dark, scary, and painful to walk down. That is why we do not go alone. Never alone, because if we are ready then we walk alongside God, a power greater, a spirit that we can understand as a power that helps us live better lives…holding hands as you shake, cry, scream, try to run away, shake, and face the past.

I just turned onto that avenue of pain. I meditated and watched my easy deep breaths turn shaky and quivering, as if a flood was about to crash through a levy and the only thing holding it back was my attention. As soon as I turned my attention inward it broke and the flood washed over me and it felt like drowning.

I had no breath at one point, I just had my mouth open and my eyes closed, just existing in the painful reflections of what has happened in my life and to others around me.

I can hear God saying: Oh Sean, it is okay my child, my good son, you have returned, you have come home, it is going to be okay, that’s it, let it go, just let go…

I let go…

By letting go I hold on to what I have in my life today. The pain of holding on to the pictures of the past that are better left covered and in the attic away from sight is too much. The pictures are of faces of God, you and me, my family, loved ones, friends, people I never even met but hurt just the same…the same I did to all of them I did to God…

I love you God…and there is no loneliness greater than the thought of never being able to be forgiven…no greater hell than that thought of being alone with no one to help or care or love me because of what I had done…How could I do that and say “I love you God?”

That is when I got the inspiration to write this…or what I just spent a hour writing but got deleted…but this sounds better, less sappyness! Writing is therapy, and writing this to the world is my way of making amends, of trying to repair the damage, the start of my journey through this avenue I have to walk down to get to the other side.

“God take me out of this place it hurts in here, You know my tears hit the page and make the words appear…

Lord I’m here all alone I got no where to go and no one else to turn to…

SO I turn to the drugs, booze, and slowly rot as my family and loved ones fall on their knees praying for me to stop…

With tears in my eyes I look to the sky and I wait for you, yes I wait for you.”

My fingerprint has scarred people, made them bleed fear, hate, anger, disgust, disappointment, misunderstanding, resentment, and left evidence for someone to follow in order to find me and stop me.

My fingerprint has helped people, loved people, been pressed against the heart of loved ones, lifted up friends, and left for those who are in need. This is God’s fingerprint.

Times Like These

At times like these, naked except for a bedsheet and hospital socks on my cold, aching feet, I wonder.

What happened to me?

Scratches and scrapes that will soon be stories to share my fame and all it's glory. Yeah, right. Everyone has a story so don't bore me. Stop being so negative ya big nancy and listen. Open your mind and follow along to what I am about to say.

I was in love with life, with a man, with my family, with my job, with myself.

Something went wrong.

I try to scratch my minds eye to see a little bit clearer,
like wiping the steam off the mirror,
to see who that person is standing in front of me
staring back like some distant memory...

I know him, he is myself, and he is alone.

Loneliness seems to be man's best friend. When there is no where else to run to, no one left to fight, when you are all by your self...can anyone relate to a feeling like: "this is the end."

TRUTH...

The truth is ALL WILL BE WELL.

Funny how easy it is to believe one's own lies
and how fast truth makes
everything okay.